Chapter
2.
Mass
with Aunt Francine
By
the next morning, Fratelli signed his letter, anxious to read it aloud during
Holy Mass. Wearing a miter, the bishop’s pointed hat, that glistened white in
dawn-light, he paused before the altar, lifting a page high and read:
“Brothers and sisters in Christ, now is a
time of untold grace. The newness and bounty of spring foretells one’s new life
after repentance, after a long winter of sin and despair. Sin and despair
however, have not the last word.
Scripture says: For the invisible
things of him, from the creation of the world, are clearly seen, being
understood by the things that are made; his eternal power also, and divinity:
so that they are inexcusable. (1). God reveals his mercy to us in the warm of
spring and the rebirth that comes to the earth. How much more should rebirth
come into our souls?”
Fratelli
stops. He eyed the congregation who mostly sat still, some children squirming
near the back of the church. An old man coughed loudly, suddenly met gazes with
him then looked away covering his mouth as if ashamed. In a moment, Fratelli’s
fingers reached eager to toy with the ring on his other hand, out of nervous
habit, but he stopped himself. Nervousness would not get the best of Fratelli
and it waned while he continued boldly:
“It is obvious to the one who
looks at the fields, trees and the little, chirping birds that God provides for
us. Our world indeed reveals His face everywhere we turn. It is no small
coincidence that the Church’s Great Season of Lent occurs during spring.
Therefore knowing God in His
merciful time allows each year as He may, a renewal of repentance and life,
shall we not heed His call? Shall we not be reborn as the grass which
flourishes and the lilies that bloom white? Let us pray…”
Everyone
rushed to stand up then they recited prayers. When Mass ended, it seemed all
the talk of springtime, fields and flowers made them eager to leave. Seeing
some stragglers mingling in the cathedral’s spacious vestibule, prattling about
what to do with the rest of their days, Fratelli wondered if they got the
message at all.
He
didn’t speak but only stood there awkwardly holding his folded miter. It’s not
that people ignored him, they all were exceptionally nice in parting and giving
respectful farewell, it was just they really had better things on their minds.
“Oh
Angelo, nice to see you!” cries a voice.
He
turned meeting a shortish, auburn haired woman whose green eyes matched the
emerald-colored dress she wore. Her coy smile faded into a scowl.
“All
that wealth at your disposal and you can’t even get a hair- cut?” she says.
“Francine, please,” Fratelli says
somewhat embarrassed batting her hand away from his hair, “There are more
important matters to deal with at this time.”
“Oh,
well, I thought you cared about how people think… a clergyman with messy hair
seems….lazy... Next thing you know, they’ll be wondering if you have loose
morals… I have three daughters and you are the only son in the family, the
least you can do, if you’ll not be married, is look proper.”
“Enough
Francine.”
He
granted her a brief farewell and darted away. Francine watched him go and she
turned to her equally fine-attired friend gesturing towards the large door.
Father
Arnold noticed the cardinal was upset when he entered the office, attired in
regular garb and huffing. Giving a hot look, he explained, “I saw my Aunt
Francine today.”
Arnold’s
dark brows furled.
“Oh…”
~
~ ~
Meanwhile,
Francine gathered with several lady friends sitting around a wide table on her
sun-soaked veranda. She lived near to the cathedral. Its tall spire could be
seen from her residence, grey amidst clustered, distant buildings.
The
youngest of them, clad in a white dress with blue ties holding back raven
curls, poured wine. They sipped delicately as another woman to the right, moved
back her brown tresses and began, “Francine, I didn’t know your nephew was the
cardinal!”
“I’d
rather have little nieces and nephews…” she replied.
“But surely, he buys you nice things?”
“Blanca,
the last nice thing he bought me was that old, china vase… a year ago.”
Eyeing the jade-green and ivory
patterned vase, sitting near them on an end-table, Blanca said, “That’s a fine
Ming vase!”
“It’s
old and I’m tired of looking at it.”
“Florenza
likes it,” Blanca cut in, nudging the youngest girl who nodded.
There
was momentary silence. She put a cracker in her mouth urging the rest to eat.
Birds flew about, one settled on the window and another sang above.
“Surely,”
Florenza declared, “He would take you in, should hard times befall you.”
Francine
interrupted, “That should never happen to me! I deserve to be pampered after
all I’ve gone through.”
“Poor
Francine… It’s been so hard since her husband died…”
“Francine,
have you ever considered re-marrying?”
The
woman sat strait, her auburn hair ablaze in afternoon sun and cried, “I
shouldn’t have to remarry- my nephew’s a cardinal!!”
With
that, no one else spoke. They ate and drank lightly then hurried off each to
their own affairs.
Chapter
3.
A
Stroll Gone awry.
To
clear his head and forget about his aunt Francine’s awful remarks, Cardinal
Fratelli decided to go for a walk. The
sun was very bright at this hour, so he took his parasol made of white and red
cloth with gold thread, given as a gift, along. Today, he decided to stroll
far, beyond the city gates.
Beneath
shady trees, smelling the sweet odor of lemon blossoms, he smiled. Anxiety
melted away. What did Francine’s scornfulness matter? At least, everyone else
admired him. What more should he want than to be here, healthful and full of
life?
Stopping
at the main road, he met an old couple who were also strolling there. Their
conversation was pleasant but after a while, Fratelli wanted to be left alone
and quickened his pace. Eventually, they did say farewell and depart down
another roadway while he traveled straight out of town towards farmland. He
trod merrily passing rows of vineyards. Verdant hills rolled like the waves of
a vast, green sea.
Sun
blazed overhead and though provided shade from the parasol, he wished he had
something to drink. His mouth grew horribly dry. Wincing, tasting dust,
Fratelli approached a fenced pasture where cattle grazed. Ruddy hides glimmered
with sweat as they drank from a long trough but alas, he had nothing to quench
his own thirst.
Leaning
on the fence, Fratelli watched the cattle lumber slowly. One, a spotted heifer, peered up at him, black
eyes shining. Amused, the cardinal began twirling the parasol saying, “Hello
beauty… How are you this afternoon? Lovely I suppose?”
He
laughed and kept talking, unmindful of the bull that looked over the herd and
snorted, coming closer. The bull walked through a nearby fence door that had
been left open, snorted again and charged. Fratelli finally saw, leapt up and
began running away. Naturally, the beast chased churning dirt below its hooves.
Franticly, Fratelli threw his parasol aside. The bull ran over it however,
enticed by such brightly-colored cloth, turned back and trampled the thing
again. There was just enough time for the terrified cardinal to escape
unscathed.
Panting and gasping, Fratelli fell down
beside a stone well just inside the city where some children played. One,
little girl drew him a cup of water saying, “Signor, you look thirsty.”
“Oh, blessed are you!” Fratelli exclaimed
and drank deeply.
Others gathered around seeming
entertained by this man in dusty, red robes looking tired and afraid. He must
have been a sight to behold. When he stood up, a boy asked him to play.
Fratelli declined then seeing his sad, big, brown eyes, took the ball from his
hands and tossed once. Laughing, the boy caught it.
“Again, again!”
The cardinal groaned…
It was evening when Fratelli returned
home. Sunlight sank behind hills casting pinkish hues in the sky. Answering the
light, terra-cotta roofs gleamed faint red. Coming through the door, brushing
residual dirt off his robes, he met Father Arnold who asked, “Do your afternoon
strolls usually take this long?”
“No,” Fratelli answered snidely. He felt
too embarrassed to tell Arnold what occurred on the farm road. Wordlessly,
regaining his sense of dignity, he began walking upstairs. Arnold called him
back and said there was something in the kitchen for him. On the long, central
table next to a cold turkey-leg garnished with tepid potatoes was a glass vase
full of beautiful, fragrant lilies. Nest to the vase sat a folded card. Lightly
taking it, Fratelli read:
To ~ The
Most-Reverend Angelo Fratelli
~ From Michele.
He suddenly remembered an old friend by
that name, a pretty, brown-haired girl who lived next door to him and played
with him every day.
“This is so thoughtful…” Fratelli
sighed, “She still remembers me…”
Smiling fondly, he sniffed the flowers
recollecting childhood memories when everything seemed bright and innocent. He
broke from musing then moved them into the hallway where their lingering scent
could welcome all who passed by. It was a pleasant ending to an otherwise
horrible day.
He solemnly recited vespers, alone since
the hour was late and asked oncemore for God’s guidance and protection. Before
retiring upstairs, Fratelli suppressed a yawn then whispered, “St. Joseph pray for me, I need it.”
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