Chapter
4
A Portrait.
Early
in morning, Fratelli rose, before dawn even cracked the sky, to recite lauds
then prepare for Mass. It would still be a week before Lent’s beginning. Yes
Lent, the 40 days during which all Catholics commemorated Jesus’s 40 days in
the desert by fasting and penance. He eyed the silken, violet vestments that
hung nearby. They were a likeable color but he couldn’t wear them…not yet.
Returning
home from the cathedral still clad in the green robes of Ordinary Time.
Fratelli clutched his garb tighter against chill, morning air. Walking inside,
he found Father Arnold conversing vigorously with a dark-skinned man who held a
canvas, one smudge of green paint across his left cheek.
Arnold retrieved Fratelli’s miter and the
painter set his blank canvas down to bestow greetings. When Fratelli’s face
grew confused, Arnold whispered, “He is here to make your portrait…”
Gesturing,
Fratelli whisked the priest into another room and made sure the door was shut
before he spoke, “Who said I wanted a portrait?”
“Your
Eminence, it is proper for you to have a portrait and you do not yet have one…”
“I
think it’s silly,” Fratelli responded.
He
snatched a small, silver-handled mirror of the nearby table.
“If
I wanted to stare at myself all day, I could just as easily do this” he said
glancing into the mirror at his image, “And it looks exactly like me.”
Arnold
blushed then caught his attention by raising a finger in the air.
“But
Your Eminence, this man came all the way from Florence!”
“Have
him paint something else then…”
“Like
what?”
“How
about the garden? You know how I love the garden.”
The
priest murmured to himself but obeyed.
After
saying noonday prayers, the cardinal went out for a stroll, this time in the
garden lest some other mishap visited him. He found the painter there sitting
on a bench dabbing red paint in a sea of various greens. The roses had bloomed
and they were now being immortalized on that canvas. Fratelli decided not to
bother him but rather to check the ripeness of his tomatoes.
“Hello
Dina,” he said seeing the kitchen-maid who picked a few of the tomatoes, a
clump of fresh basil in her other hand.
“Good
afternoon,” she responded.
Fratelli
took a woven basket which sat on the ground nearby lifting it so Dina could
easily put the plump tomatoes down. He offered to carry this back to the
kitchen but Dina insisted,
“That
is my work.”
“Then
may I have one tomato…to nibble on?”
Smiling
she handed him one then scurried off.
In
the parlor, Fratelli rested, sprinkling salt on the tomato-halves he cut,
savoring their tart, sun-sweetened flavor. He just stood when Arnold came forth
holding a fine scroll of parchment.
“It
has the seal of Lord
Lamberto Di’Costanza I, Duke of Tuscany.”
Fratelli
instantly grabbed it but did not break the seal. He seemed worried.
“I
will read it when I’m alone,” the cardinal said much to Arnold’s
disappointment.
Father
Arnold turned moving back to leave but then stopped, musing for a moment, and added,
“Didn’t you declare the duke’s son anathema?”
“Yes,”
Fratelli said tension choking his voice, “Can we talk about it later?”
That
night, Fratelli slept poorly. After tossing and turning for about an hour, he
got up and paced the hallway. His white
night-robes glowed in luminous moonlight streaming through the window. He’d
read the duke’s letter and while it contained nothing threatening or
disheartening, he was still nervous.
True,
Fratelli excommunicated the sovereign’s son two years ago…but he needed to do
it. He had defied the cardinal’s authority by imprisoning a priest unjustly and
refusing to let him go. Silently, he prayed hoping this man would appear among
the penitents at Ash Wednesday Mass. He figured he would go back upstairs and
fully dress since he felt anything but sleepy and dawn-light waited three hours
away.
Sun
streamed faintly over tress and dewy grass when the cardinal departed from
morning Mass rubbing his eyes sleepily and sorely wished to lie down. Breakfast
came ever so slowly.
“You
don’t look so good,” Arnold said pouring the cardinal’s tea.
“I’m
fine,” Fratelli answered.
He
forlornly chewed on dry toast.
Sunlight
seemed to pick up and grow warm, heating the house and the office where
Fratelli worked. He was lifting a window when Father Arnold brought a letter.
“It’s
for you,” he said.
“Well
who else would it be for?” Fratelli remarked taking the envelope and tearing it
open. The scent of lavender hit his face, he turned aside snorting then read:
Dear, Most
Reverend Angelo Fratelli,
On Thursday,
February the 9th, I am coming to visit you. I promise not to bother you too
much nor stay long. I can’t wait to see you after all these years. Hope you are doing well. Stay healthy and
happy for me because we have much to talk about and reminisce over.
Truly Yours,
Michele
Dominici
He
whirled catching Arnold’s surprised expression.
“You
remember my old friend Michele, whom I was speaking about the other day?”
The
priest nodded.
“She
says she is coming to visit me!”
Arnold
smiled then his grin faded awkwardly.
“This
is a happy occasion right?”
The
cardinal waved joyfully and said, “Of course it is, I haven’t seen her in 16
years- since I left for seminary… We shall make her feel very welcome.”
~
~ ~
Late
evening arrived as Fratelli set a candle on the dining-room table and made sure
the linen table-cloth was flat. Dina suddenly came from behind and lightly
slapped his hand.
“Your
Eminence, sit down,” she chided.
Wordlessly,
Fratelli rested but when Arnold came into the room, he stood. From behind the
priest approached a young woman. Clad in a pastel dress, light-brown hair tied
back, she smiled radiantly once seeing Fratelli there.
“Oh
my, you have grown up!” she cried extending a hand.
Fratelli
didn’t react at first and she grabbed his own hand firmly. Finally backing
away, Fratelli sat. Dina brought in food; roasted tomato soup, bread, olives
and cold ham. Michele stared at their surroundings more than she ate; taking in
the spacious, clean house with her sparkling, green eyes. She giggled and
asked, “Angelo, how has life treated you since we last met?”
“The
Lord is good,” Fratelli said.
“Do
you remember when we last saw eachother?” Michele continued, “I had a red bow
in my hair…”
“Yes,
I remember.”
“Oh
by the way, thank you for this wonderful meal, I knew you would make me feel
welcome… Angelo, I’m still not married.”
He
winced at being called his name for the second time but didn’t say anything.
For desert, sweet wine was poured but only a tiny amount in each of their
glasses. Michele broke the silence again,
“Maybe,
Angelo we could take a stroll in the park tomorrow?”
“Please
don’t call me that,” he eventually replied, “and no, that would be very
improper.”
“What’s
improper about visiting with a dear friend?”
“It
is written: You shall not give the appearance of evil.”
Instead
of becoming silenced by Fratelli’s grave tone and somber expression, Michele
laughed. Embarrassed, frustrated, he looked aside trying not to meet eyes with
her. She glanced kindly at Arnold wearing a kind-hearted smile wondering if he
would catch Fratelli’s attention on her behalf. Feeling ignored, she blurted
out, “Do you know that little house across from the cathedral.”
Hesitantly,
Fratelli answered, “Yes, the yard is horribly unkempt.”
“It
won’t be that way much longer,” Michele said, “I purchased that house this
morning. Now we will be neighbors- just like back in old days and I can see you
often.”
Fratelli’s
jaw almost dropped then he covered his face in exasperation. This sounded like
trouble.
Chapter
5.
A Labor of Love
Friday started off difficult.
Fratelli arrived late for Mass but gratefully preached a good sermon about how
labor out of love was never wasted and how God loved each and every person. His
breakfast came cold and he peacefully ate it rather than bother Dina. At noon,
he received an ecclesiastical document for examination and henceforth, focused
all his attention on this.
Figuring to get some air, Fratelli
carried these hefty writings outside and sat there reading. Bright sun beamed
down and it became warm despite shade offered by the trees. Birds whistled
their sweet melodies distracting him by beauty. Reclining in his wicker chair,
Fratelli struggled to keep reading and eventually set the document aside. In
hot sun, he slowly dozed off.
He woke up minutes later on the ground.
Rubbing dirt from his face, squinting, he said aloud, “Yes, Lord I understand…back to work.”
Though the document’s remainder tried
him, laden with difficult words and expressions, he triumphed, reading the last
lines by 3-o’-clock.
A figure crossed into the courtyard
and Fratelli glanced up seeing Arnold approach, his black cassock billowing in
wind, holding a cluster of purple flowers in his hand.
“I think you know who these are from…”
he muttered.
Fratelli
smiled momentarily then frowned.
“We have got to find that young lady a
suitor,” the cardinal declared.
“What are you going to do, Your
Eminence, play matchmaker? You know that’s out of your hands.”
“No- it’s a perfect idea!” Fratelli
cried sitting up and standing.
“Your Eminence…”
“Michele will be married and living
happy-ever-after and most importantly, she’ll stop doting on me!”
“Ugh, never mind,” groaned the priest,
“No matter what I say, you’ll do what you want…”
“You
are right, I will,” shouted Fratelli excitedly moving to sit back down on the
recliner and not looking, missed and fell again on the ground.
Arnold smirked shaking his head.
“And you’re going to fix a lady up….”
~ ~ ~
Night encroached. The cathedral filled
with yellow candle-light as Fratelli sat quietly waiting to hear confessions.
As the Lenten season drew near, he was certain people would come, hoping to
cleanse their souls from burdens, sins and worries. After an hour, he peered
out seeing no one but then withdrew behind the curtain as footsteps approached.
“Bless me Father for I have sinned…” a
woman’s voice said.
She
paused then continued, “I must admit I am feeling upset with a member of my
family. I wanted him to marry this wonderful girl next door, between her looks
and his, they would have had such beautiful children- but no, he did what he
wanted...not thinking of us.”
Fratelli
recognized the voice’s sharp tone and somewhat cringed, his hands tense and
clammy. Yet he said nothing, letting her add, “And between you and me, not only
is he selfish, he’s rather dull-witted.”
“Francine,
it’s me,” Fratelli hissed.
“Oh,” she said startled, “I thought
Father Arnold heard confessions today…”
“He isn’t feeling well.”
“Oh…”
“Are you even sorry?” Fratelli pressed.
“Well, I’m here aren’t I?”
“You don’t sound very contrite…”
“I shouldn’t have said anything to him…I
mean to you, but I did.”
Fratelli
said rather loudly, “You’re right, you shouldn’t have said anything.”
“But I am so upset, when are you going to
realize how much you’ve hurt me?”
“Wait a minute- this is about you, not
me!”
“Oh dear,” Francine sighed, “I suppose I
have another thing to confess.”
In a growl, Fratelli prayed for
patience. After absolving the woman, whose voice grated his nerves even when
apologizing, he watched her leave and sighed with relief. He never wanted to go
through that again. Some days, his ministry felt like a labor of love indeed,
and sometimes, more labor than love…
Clouds were overcast as afternoon sun
peeked through the gray haze shining in little white spots over the land.
Cardinal Fratelli decided to stroll, dally around town and perhaps bring back
some meat from the market. Dina was upset that he took such work upon himself
but realized his desire to reflect and get outside.
“His poor Eminence is all cooped up,”
she whispered passing Arnold in the hallway.
Arnold shrugged saying nothing back as
Fratelli left stepping into the sun, a light wind stirring his red robes and
cloak behind him. He smiled and quickly disappeared onto the street behind a
passing carriage.
While walking past the trees and tall
apartments, Fratelli felt urged to whistle or maybe sing but restrained his
voice. This merriness simply did not portray the dignity befitting of a
clergyman. He glanced over his shoulder at the little house Michele had bought,
found the yard was made tidy then increased pace.
He reached a bend in the street and
watched several birds soar overhead, no shadow being cast underneath their long
figures. The cardinal suddenly looked down at his cross and wiped a smudge of dirt
off it.
“How did that get there?” he mused.
Fratelli walked into the town’s piazza
where groups of children, some small and babyish and others, tall and older,
played. While he passed, their bell-like chorus rang, “Eminenza! Eminenza! Eminenza!”
He waved inciting more cheers as a few
followed him down the road then left off distracted by something else. Nearby a
silvery lake glittered and as Fratelli approached, he felt a trickle of rain in
the air. However cold and cloudy the sky became, he perceived peacefulness.
Ducks quacked, songbirds trilled and
flowers hung their colorful heads. Suddenly, a powerful gust of wind swept
against him, lifting the red cap from his head and carrying it two feet away.
At once, Fratelli tried to snatch it back but failed. He walked forward,
bending to pick the cap off the ground when another gust of wind took it up.
The cardinal huffed in frustration.
Then, he saw a little boy holding the red cap.
“Oh thank you, may I have it?”
With a giggle and devilish smirk, the
boy threw it into the lake. Fratelli ran after. Seeing the circle of red float
atop the waters, he dismally watched it bob up and down getting carried further
and further away.
“Why
you nasty imp!” he shouted whirling around.
The
boy was no longer there. Fuming, Fratelli stomped off while light rain began to
fall. He looked up; brown eyes wide and sad.
“Lord why are you testing me?”
Hearing
the clock-tower strike, he trudged onward knowing the market would close soon. In
fact, many crowds streamed past him anxious to get home. Luigi, a short man who
had thick, black hair and a thick mustache, was just closing up when he saw
Fratelli hurrying there.
“I
know you are ready to go home,” Fratelli gasped, “But I need sausage and a
quart of olive-oil.”
“Sure,
I have anything you need,” Luigi replied his stocky arms grabbing a coil of
sausage then reaching for a glass bottle filled with golden liquid. He handed
the items to Fratelli who nodded and paid him. Then remembering an important
matter, the cardinal anxiously asked, “You have no wife Luigi, do you?”
“No.”
“Well,
a pretty, young girl moved right across the street from me, you should stop by
and welcome her…”
“Really?”
“Yes,
her name is Michele- she is very nice!”
“Thank
you for telling me...”
They
noticed raindrops grew heavier. Luigi gave Fratelli a bow of profound reverence
whereas Fratelli said goodbye and rushed away. He felt glad some people had
sense enough to show respect. Halfway home, rain started pouring. His garments
soaked, once scarlet now a soggy, pink color, Fratelli trudged to his door.
Dina answered.
“Your
Eminence, don’t come inside like that- I told you to let me go to the
market…this is what happens when you don’t listen,” she told him while also
showing a pitiful expression.
Fratelli scowled and sulked to the back
door. He changed into dry robes, came downstairs and ate dinner. From across
the table, Father Arnold looked at him, opened his lips to speak yet said
nothing. Fratelli concentrated on finishing his ham and spinach soup, gladly
left alone.
Before
retiring, he snuck into the moonlit chapel, ignited one candle, knelt down and
said quietly against the dark,
“Father
in heaven, protect me from evil…help me in my trials oh- and grant Michele a
blessed husband, one who will take care of her.”
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