Chapter
10
Family
Matters
Following
morning prayer and a private Mass, Fratelli snuck outside to his garden. He
checked the tomatoes which were growing well and red with ripeness. Seeing
several weeds had cropped up, the cardinal looked over his shoulder, to make
sure Dina wasn’t there, then began pulling them.
He
washed his hands in the garden’s central fountain as Michele approached. She
carried a small, brightly-wrapped box in her hands and when she carefully
lifted the lid, a kitten’s finely-pointed head peered out.
“Oh
look Angelo, what Ernesto brought me,” she cried happily, “a Siamese kitten!”
“That
is so nice!” Fratelli said, patting the kitten’s head.
It
reached toward his hand with one, brown paw and mewed. However, the kitten
prepared to leap out of the box and Michele closed the lid tight. More
plaintive mews could be heard from inside.
“I’ll
take her back to the house,” Michele explained.
“First,
may I ask you a question,” Fratelli said, “How is Ernesto?”
“He
is wonderful, strong, handsome, kind… a lot like you actually.”
Fratelli
glanced away and then added, “Except for the part about being strong right?”
She
laughed and sat upon the fountain. He felt glad seeing her happy. Sitting on
the edge a good distance away from her, he asked, “How many times have you seen
him?”
“Several
times… He owns two beautiful horses... and a nice piece of land. Although I
wonder how he paid for this kitten. Don’t they come from China?”
“Siam.”
“Not
the same place?”
“No.”
“See,
you’ve become so educated,” she remarked, “It’s almost as if you are a
different person since I knew you…and yet the same.”
Fratelli
interrupted, “Ernesto seems to me like a good, godly man. You should keep a
hold on him.”
“Don’t
worry, I’ve already lost one,” Michele said looking at Fratelli who awkwardly
glanced away at his reflection in the water, “I won’t lose this other one if I
can help it.”
After
she left, Fratelli felt more at ease. Things seemed to be going quite well. He
just dipped his hand in the water, refreshed by its coolness when a sharp voice
called out, “There you are!”
He
saw Francine.
“We
need to talk,” she began “What business did you have yesterday tossing me out
the door and behaving all smug?”
Fratelli
stood and answered,
“I
had a meeting with the duke’s secretary Francine. I needed to go.”
“Well
you could have been more polite.”
“Maybe
so…or maybe you should not barge into my house?”
Francine
huffed loudly crossing her arms. Instead of addressing her wrongness, she
changed the subject:
“I
saw Michele here. Angelo, do you know how long I wished you would have married
that girl?”
Growing
impatient, Fratelli snapped back, “First, I am not “Angelo” to you, second, I
am not ever possibly getting married so deal with it!”
He
didn’t intend to be so mean, but the words came easily. His face flushed
angrily and he took a deep breath. Francine cooled her temper a little moving
beneath the shade of the fountain, but she eventually retorted,
“I
just think you are silly and senseless!”
“And
I think you should be excommunicated” Fratelli shouted, throwing his hands up
then adding suddenly, “But I’ve thought of something better…”
He
quickly pushed her over and she grabbed onto his arm right before both of them
tumbled into the water-fountain. They emerged soaking wet, shouting at each
other. They froze at Father Arnold’s approach. Finally, Francine stormed off,
dripping water with her every step, leaving Fratelli to explain the commotion.
At this, the priest shook his head but said nothing. Fratelli felt a lump
forming in his throat as he retreated back indoors to dry himself off.
“Good Lord, come to my aid,” he grumbled
in sheer frustration, fastening dry, new garments around himself. Dina had
taken his old clothes without asking why they were so wet- and he preferred it
that way.
Coming
downstairs, he crept into the parlor to be alone for some time. After settling
down, he realized that perhaps he hadn’t handled the situation with Francine in
the proper manner. However, he needed to let her know he was finished taking
disrespect. Fratelli’s life belonged to him. Yet, he slowly realized life
belonged to God at best but more often he acted as if it were his own.
Having
enough of his troubled thoughts, he went outside for a stroll. There still
waited an un-weeded patch in the garden that he should deal with before
daylight ended. At the last minute, taking account of how easily his last set
of clothes got dirty, he decided against it. As sunlight sank, Fratelli recited
evening-prayer by himself.
Hearing
sounds in the parlor, people moving about and voices conversing, he went inside
and found Father Rodrigo had returned!
“Your
Eminence!”
He
hugged Fratelli who had to bend down so the short, stocky priest could reach
his ring and kiss it.
“Rodrigo,
how was your vacation?” Fratelli said.
“Nice,
nice, just wonderful!”
They
ate a quick diner while listening as Rodrigo told of his adventures in Sicily
to the south. He recounted meeting with his family, brothers and sisters. As
Fratelli sat silently and sipped tea, pleasant thoughts occurred that some
families did get along well. Arnold soon granted farewell and prepared to
leave. Fratelli would honestly miss him. Together with Rodrigo, he watched him
go then felt a nudge.
“Was
he kind, hardworking and good to you?” the priest asked.
“Of
course,” Fratelli said.
Chapter
11.
More
Family Matters.
Birds
chirped lightly, tree limbs rustled, casting shimmering shadows through the
stained-glass window. Past the warming light, Fratelli strolled, his red robes
whispering behind each step. A glass vase holding roses was in his hand. He
approached the high-altar, set the vase down, bowed in reverence then turned
around seeking a convenient place to pray. He chose that space beneath the
window, soaked with morning light and knelt down, producing a glittering rosary
from his pocket.
Glancing
up towards the illuminated, colorful, glass, he spoke, “Merciful God, you are beauty and you are grace. Bring me your peace. I
have confessed my sins before your holy priest…as humiliating as that is for
me…and now I kneel here asking for your tranquil light to pierce though all my
troubles…and you know, O God that I have so many.”
He
bowed his head and said some other, inaudible words then after a while stood.
Bowing towards the altar again, he smiled and began walking away.
Ernesto
suddenly appeared.
“Your
Eminence,” he said, “Rodrigo said I would find you here. I hope I am not
disturbing you… just wanted to thank you for buying the kitten. Michele thought
it was the most-perfect gift…”
Fratelli
raised his assuring hand and replied, “I am not disturbed at all… and I’m glad
you came. Actually, I desire to speak with you.”
“Me.”
“Yes,”
Fratelli laughed.
Ernesto
rested beside him in a pew and eventually the cardinal sat down also. He asked,
“How is Michele?”
“She
is very well, Your Eminence.”
“Do
you fancy her?”
“What?”
“Do
you fancy her?”
“Um…Your
Eminence, I do fancy her. Should you be asking me something like this?”
“Or
course!” Fratelli answered, “She is an old friend of mine who I care for very
much. Did you know I grew up in the house next to hers? Where did you grow up?”
Ernesto
glanced downwards for a moment then hesitantly spoke, “Your Eminence, I was
adopted. My parents were unwed. I hope this doesn’t bear on your impression of
me…”
Fratelli
pondered then quickly answered should his pondering be perceived the wrong way,
“No, you seem to be a very virtuous man Ernesto. The saints of God did not
always hail from high places… Do you know your parents’ names?”
“Yes
I do. My birth-mother’s name was Maria and my father’s was Francesco.”
The
cardinal arched his eyebrows, he felt his heart pound but calmly replied, “My
parents have the same names…”
He
thought about when he first met Ernesto and how the first noticeable thing was
how much the constable looked like him. Michele once remarked about it too.
Before he came to hasty conclusions, he asked:
“Ernesto,
did you grow up here in Lucca?”
“Yes
I did. Outside the city.”
“I
know this may be a painful question, but why did your parents give you away?”
“Because
they were unwed when I was born,” Ernesto said, “They did this to avoid
shame... They intended to take me back into their home once they were wed and
produced another son- but the family who’d adopted me was so nice, they
couldn’t bear separating me from them and causing more hurt.”
“I
think it might be possible,” Fratelli began his voice trembling with
astonishment, “That I am your brother.”
~ ~ ~
The
next morning, Fratelli anxiously rose. He felt tired and his eyes drooped
sleepily after having conversed with Ernesto long hours into the night. In the
parlor, he sipped tea hoping to wake up more. What he learned last night was
exciting but made him worried. Should he tell someone? Of course! But when?
Throughout
morning prayers and breakfast, he kept unusually silent. Arriving for afternoon
Mass, he found the duke’s son at the cathedral and heard his confession. They
talked for some time and Fratelli agreed to lift the excommunication. He was so
gladdened by this movement to repentance that he almost forgot he had an
estranged brother…almost.
Returning
indoors from a stroll in the garden, Fratelli summoned Father Rodrigo and told
him, “I would like Francine to come here.”
The
priest darted off to fetch his aunt. After their fight, he dreaded confronting
her but needed to tell her about his parents having a son before him. He didn’t
know how she would react and sat nervously the rest of the afternoon.
Suddenly
the sound of Francine’s footsteps coming through the door, walking across the
tile floor jolted him. She huffed quietly and sat down. Her green eyes conveyed
irritation hidden by politeness. She waited for him to speak.
“Francine,
I have some news that may surprise you as it very much surprised me...”
The
cardinal hesitated, unsure of how to exactly form his words when Francine begged,
“What is it?”
“The
man who is courting Michele, Ernesto, he told me about his childhood yesterday,
some things that I found rather startling. His parents gave him away for
adoption- and they have the same name as my own parents… My mother had another
son before she married my father- did you know this?”
“Angelo…Your
Eminence- you can’t be serious…is this some revenge-plot of yours because of
our fight? If so I don’t like it.”
“No,
Francine, I have been forgiven,” Fratelli said, though his next words came
difficultly, “and I forgive you and ask your forgiveness. I am surely being
serious.”
Francine
seemed startled but regained composure and said, “I don’t believe my
sister-in-law could hide something like that from me. Francesco yes but Maria-
never! If Francesco were here right now I’d…”
“Francine,
please…”
His
red-haired aunt looked straight at him. She expressed concern and profound
surprise yet she blinked lightly as if disregarding these feelings.
“Well,
I don’t know what to say,” she replied, “May I go speak with Ernesto?”
“I
think that would be immanent.”
She
stood about to leave then turned back.
“Why
don’t you come with me?”
The
cardinal crossed his arms and replied softly, “Go have a private conversation.
I’m sure there will be things said that I don’t wish to hear…”
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